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Wednesday, 30 September 2009

  • TGIT...

    I know many in the states think the weekend starts on Friday and everyone looks forward to Fridays. Here it's Thursdays. Now that I'm teaching Monday-Thursday and then also on Saturdays I look forward to Thursdays all the more. Fridays I don't set my alarm...it's a wonderful thing rest. So yes tomorrow is Thursday and I am glad. I also have small group with the junior and senior high school girls Thursday night, these are a great group of students. What a privilege to be part of their life in this way. Saturday, I'll be sharing during the "chapel" time at the school I teach at. It's been a while since I've shared in this style of venue, and I'm looking forward to it.

    I know this is not a deep post or even a humorous post...but sometimes my life is somewhat ordinary, other days the most surprising things happen. So here's to simple pleasures, Thursdays and restful Fridays. You have anything fun planned for this weekend?
    Currently
    Tuck (The King Raven Trilogy)
    By Stephen R. Lawhead
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Monday, 07 September 2009

  • Joys...

    In my opinion, God has a great sense of humor. Many years ago my mom was a teacher. I remember wanting to be many things growing up at different stages, an auto mechanic, a Tupperware Manager (they got a company car), a truck driver, thought about being a nurse as both my grandmothers trained in the field, (but I didn't want to deal with blood), however, I did not want to be a teacher.

    Fast forward to college years, I changed my major three times as I initially wanted to be a professional counselor. I was a psychology major and then a sociology major. However the amount of schooling to reach my goal at that time was too much as far as I was concerned. So I re-evaluated, I remembered I loved history and thought I should be a history major, but in looking at what one can do with a history major it generally took two known paths...Law & the legal profession, which meant more school...no thank you, or become a history teacher, well I figured being a history teacher, if I was a good one, I'd get to do some informal counseling on the side so that's what I chose. I've since discovered that many history/social science majors end up working as a coffee barista, I might have invested in that future If I knew then what I know now...but I digress.

    So I choose to train to be a secondary history teacher, so what will my minor be, well in order to make me marketable as a teacher, and prove my intelligence I choose Computer Science as a minor...this is all well & good until I realize that I'm going to work on campus with university students for the next several years of my life and not go into teaching after all and I still have a several Computer Science classes which involve many hours of staring at a computer screen documenting code that I've programed...AAAHHHH no good, so off to my advisor I go. After our talk I drop my computer science minor, and switch to a "Broad Area" History major...essentially it means taking every type of social science class known to man. Which gives me two endorsements that I will need to graduate and get my teaching certificate I'm convinced I will not be using.

    Jump ahead 15 years, I've had experience working with university students and international students for more than a decade and I'm now living overseas and an opportunity to teach at an international school opens up. I make myself available and I now have the joy, yes it really is a joy, to teach 12th grade government classes and 2 Bible classes for both 9th & 11th grade, and I'll be teaching 12th grade economics next term.

    This shows me a few things, God can & will use everything as we offer our lives & training and all we are too Him. He likes to take us on adventures we never dreamed of and it's better than we could have planned if left to our own devices. He also has a great sense of irony. I have been uniquely trained for the job I am currently doing thought my equipping for this task was not by my intention. This reveals to me another amazing facet of the incredible character, ability and knowledge of God and His work. I'm so grateful and I'm full of joy...

Wednesday, 08 July 2009

  • Ache...

    Perhaps it's just me, but I don't think so. There are days that I intensely miss friends and family to the point that I literally feel an ache in my heart. Not a sharp pain, more like a en empty place that needs to be filled or it might collapse, a deep longing to be with them, in their presence, perhaps even giving an extended hug. That might surprise some of you as touch is not one of my primary love languages. I'm currently experiencing one of those moments, or days, that I miss my people. I do have people here, but many of them are out of the country at the moment. But I don't have the history with them, yet, that I have with so many others.

    At the moment, I can't teleport myself to be with them, so what do I do, how do I manage this ache? I pour my heart out to the One who is always with me, who knows what its like to be separated from those He loves so passionately, He understands the ache, the tears, the longing. Believe it or not, this helps me immensely. I also remind myself that even if I were to go back to the familiar, never to return, that I would miss where I am deeply, and it is important for me to be fully present where I am and make the most of the life I have here. I don't know what the future holds, I do have a choice to live in the present and not to mentally & emotionally be some place else.

    So here I am, being a bit vulnerable, trusting that God will continue to meet me and carry me through the more difficult emotional moments/days I face.

    Currently
    Open up the Earth
    Healing
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Sunday, 05 July 2009

  • Construction...

    For the past several weeks I've had construction going on all around me. I live two buildings away from an intersection that has had drilling & digging and filling and re-digging and filling & re-digging and more drilling and cutting of asphalt and well you get the picture. At times the road has been closed, rather inconvenient when it's kinda the main road I use to go places, catch a taxi and what not. What have they been doing? I think laying new bigger water pipes for the two tower high-rise being built a few blocks up the hill.

    Across the street from me they are building another floor onto the international school I will be teaching at in a month and a half or so. It has not been as noisy as the road work, but construction non-the-less. About a block and a half a way another residence is adding another floor, this is quite common for families to do here as the extended families live in the same buildings, often as a part of a different apartment, but all together. I haven't asked but I can imagine that one of the sons is getting married or something like that.

    All the construction gets me thinking a bit at times. The construction is for a "constructive" purpose, at least one hopes it is. Otherwise it's just noise without purpose or worse yet, destructive noise. As I look at my life, I can spot "construction zones" Sometimes the "projects" lasted so long I wondered if they would ever get finished, or if I was always going be in that annoying, peace-less place of construction. I've discovered that when God is in charge of the construction projects, they end well, and truly make life better, but when I've selfishly initiated a construction project, the result isn't always so hot and sometimes it needs to be completely re-done by the Master Engineer, He truly can fix the messes I've made.

    So am I eager for the construction to finish, most definitely. But I'm trying to use it as a tool to remind myself of the "construction sites" in my own life, perhaps it will make me even more appreciative of the results later.
    Currently
    Better Questions
    By Todd Agnew
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Tuesday, 30 June 2009

  • Practice...

    I have one make up Arabic class to take, because my teacher was sick one day, but besides that I'm finished and now need to put into practice what I've learned. The biggest challenge for me currently is to remember to say the courteous phrases that I need to say when I enter a room or make small talk. This is a bit of a challenge, because as an introvert, I'm used to going to public places and doing my business and leaving without saying much to anyone, but here, this is considered rude. I don't want to be rude! I know that there is an amount of grace given because I'm a foreigner, but I don't want to reinforce negative stereo-types either. So now I'm trying to practice, little by little.

    Some things it's easier than others, and I feel I have some successful encounters only to have the next one, uh not successful. For example, I went to the post office yesterday, I was polite and said good morning as I entered the room to the first person who saw me, and then to the actual clerk who helped me as I approached the counter to mail my post cards. All went well, and at the conclusion of my business I said thank you and left, I probably should have said goodbye, but I forgot. My next stop was a coffee shop, and I forgot to say anything as I entered, I was distracted as to what I was desiring to order because I was hot and perspiring from walking around the neighborhood. As I sat down with my iced mocha and blueberry muffin I realized what I didn't do...but there is no "do over" button. So I enjoyed my coffee, muffin and read my book while I recouped and regained energy to walk back to my apartment.

    I'm hoping that with time my intentional practice will help things become a knee jerk response when I enter situations rather than having to think about everything. But for now I have to be thoughtful and focused until it becomes natural. Help me Lord!
    Currently
    Worth It All
    By Rita Springer
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